I have been trying to find out the uniqueness of Australia since the first day I came here, unfortunately, I am still seeking the answer. When I stayed in Germany about five years ago, I didn't even want to go home. However, I have been here for about two months already, and I start to miss everything in Shanghai and all the things in Europe. That's a strange feeling that I have and I do not know why. It's not that I miss my parents or miss the food. Even if I am quite used to the life here, I want to get out of the place as soon as possible. Perhaps it is because of I miss my friends. After reading their blogs from time to time, and imaging their life, I start to realize that I haven't contacted them for a long time. Everyone is busy with their own life and so is mine. Perhaps it is because I miss the fast-paced life in Shanghai. The feeling of making progress everyday. Actually, I would like to immersed myself in music, arts and nature instead reading about technical and pragmatic things, however, nothing amazes me here so far and I should keep seeking for that, for something that will excite me. Littley by little, I realize that I am seeking the feeling of belonging and I don't feel that I belong to this place, perhaps only because that I know I will leave soon and I will not come bad again...
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